have you ever noticed how music colours your space?
parents are on the edge of divorce again... but i'm cool about it this time around. whatever's good for them. I'm a big girl afterall. I can handle it.
another tour. but I'm cool about it too.
god, I needed this time alone.
after couple gin tonics I am myself. without unnecessary crap I have in my head all the fucking time. this state is what I want to be in forever.
I can feel clearly. I can think clearly. I can be fully myself.
man, this music though.
tomorrow's bbq at Shinjuku with some friends I havent seen for a while.
I want to get lost in this music, man...
fancy a cigarette right now.
I feel like I am unable to feel pain right now.
I need to send this playlist to my dad tho.
we communicate via music, huh.
he'll like it, man. for sure.
I feel like crying, but I don't wanna cry at the same time.
best feeling?
I failed to do a thing today.
wasn't expecting it. I totally planned to be productive today.
but I failed.
who cares anyway.
this music, that's what matters.