1 - yesterday I was shown my first big&real work in flesh - I was pretty tipsy by this point, but the feeling of seeing your work in flesh is indescribable. I have never felt anything like that before. Those feelings dont even compare to seeing your work exhibited at a huge&famous exhibition with a history of over 100 years in your favourite museum.
2 - I was asked by a famous fashion brand to film something for them. With a very famous person as a model for the project. I didn't realize the level of famous until the whole process itself started. Mind-blowing.
3 - I took part in a music video shooting for one of my favourite bands. Not modeling or acting, but a lot bigger. Behind the scenes work fascinates me still the same.
To another topic. I don't know what happed and why I felt this way - but the other night I was holding to him so tightly as if I was afraid that he would disapper all of a sudden. Maybe we hadn't met for a little too long (a week?) and I just was happy that he was finally by my side. I felt so safe, so calm - I think that feeling was new to me, too.
Anyways, as I always tried to position my attitude and feelings that we're more of just close friends that anything else, it was always easier to overcome certain situations. Because everything is about your personal attitude, really.
A couple days ago I watched that video by Jacklyn Hill and her husband, and she said in that video that she sees them more as best friends or roommates rather than as a married couple, and that this attitude helps her a lot to cope with him being aways on tours for long period of times and all that.
That's all for now that I wanted to mention.
HAving a pampering day today.